nhv

no happy view no happy view.

i cant go on much longer like this.

help

I feel so alone today.

ramblings of my alcoholic family

there is never silence here.

readjusting

So its taking some work to readjust to life without a constant time sink. I'm still ill but I don't have the mindless activity I once had, and I'm not going to switch one habit for another, t.v. is not the solution. I'm cleaning more and trying to do the things I should have been doing in the first place. My memory loss is still my nemesis, it plagues me around every corner.
I just want to live my life and I am still unable to truly claim this one as my own.

So I quit wow, when i un-installed it i had an extra 8 gigs of space on my computer.

a handful of coins that I can never seem to hang onto

somethings make you smile even when you are completely scattered brained.

even the ativan doesn't help sometimes

I've pretty much found out that I almost always feel alone, with my family and a lot of my friends. This sense of utter restlessness sub cums me and I become utterly hopeless.
I spend most of the day curled up wanting this endless feeling to go away.